Damn.
So I was ready to go to bed, but decided to read some of my old entries, since I hadn't gone back further than one page. I found the update I wrote about Nick's passing, and the next song I picked to play was Jim Ward's All That We Lost, without remembering the lyrics. Once I heard the song it immediately struck a chord inside that I wasn't ready to feel. Anyway, here they are. Shit I don't want to dive into this right now.
"I can't remember what you look like anymore
Has it been that long love, since I left you on the shore
When do we get all that we lost
I want everything I left behind
Somewhere inside
I held your picture everyday that I was gone
But even the best intentions can't make right what I got wrong
When do we get all that we lost
I want everything I left behind
Somewhere inside
(Pirate-y, Drunkin sounding futbol-ish vocal harmony)"
"I can't remember what you look like anymore
Has it been that long love, since I left you on the shore
When do we get all that we lost
I want everything I left behind
Somewhere inside
I held your picture everyday that I was gone
But even the best intentions can't make right what I got wrong
When do we get all that we lost
I want everything I left behind
Somewhere inside
(Pirate-y, Drunkin sounding futbol-ish vocal harmony)"