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fuck, it's creeping back in.
whispers and shadows, low feelings, and anxiety, a carefully subdued panic, a need to ache, to bleed, they tell me so, i can rationalise it all but it doesn't stop it, i terrified to share this, it will only repulse, they tell me this as well, i'm an awful person, everybody says so, it must be true, could put a stop to this, but should just try sit it out.
whispers and shadows, low feelings, and anxiety, a carefully subdued panic, a need to ache, to bleed, they tell me so, i can rationalise it all but it doesn't stop it, i terrified to share this, it will only repulse, they tell me this as well, i'm an awful person, everybody says so, it must be true, could put a stop to this, but should just try sit it out.