"i will show you... the greatest nightmare!"
i'm so tired, i wish i could sleep properly. too many bad dreams, mostly trying to escape from something terrible, that destroys people, with a mist of blood. fear, so much fear when i go to sleep, i wake up sweating and gasping to myself, until i lull back into the twisted world of reds and blacks, where faces are worn for fun, and everybody is an enemy.
i'm sure i bring it upon myself though, if i wasn't such a disgusting individual then there'd be no cause for all the hostility and repulsion from everywhere. but all i can be is me, so i'll just have to get used to it.