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I feel really bad for you lj, now facebook has it where you can blog your own stuff, but you know what, I am going to just stick with you:) don't worry.
Summer is going by so fast, I leave on Sunday. What a shame. In some ways I want to go, for the most part I do, but in just one sense I dont. The one sense that is keeping me here, shouldnt though, cause whatever happens happens, and I guess that I can live with it. This has been one crazy summer. I have got to do so many things, stuff that I never did last summer. I am glad that I got to experience a lot though. Stuff that I never thought would happen did, for instance, the goo goo doll concert, and getting to sit front row. Getting a drum stick signed by the gin blossoms and getting to go with the best two guys I have ever known.. I have had heart ache and happiness, up and downs, just like a roller coaster. There was a time where I thought I wouldnt make it, but by the help of friends I did. I am really happy cause of that, that people would actually take the time out to help me.
I just really wished that we could have what we really wanted. Deep down in my heart I do, I really do. I want to be educated, with a great job, and eventually whenever that time comes for me, that husband, with like 2-3 kids tops. I am not saying who I want to be my husband, cause johnny depp would be here in a second, but I just think these crazy thoughts, and yeah.. I do want to graduate and be a forensic scientist, I really want to. I just love watching forensic files and thinking to myself that can be someday. Maybe I should look into working in a morgue next year, who knows, we'll see.....
Ciao, bene notte.
Summer is going by so fast, I leave on Sunday. What a shame. In some ways I want to go, for the most part I do, but in just one sense I dont. The one sense that is keeping me here, shouldnt though, cause whatever happens happens, and I guess that I can live with it. This has been one crazy summer. I have got to do so many things, stuff that I never did last summer. I am glad that I got to experience a lot though. Stuff that I never thought would happen did, for instance, the goo goo doll concert, and getting to sit front row. Getting a drum stick signed by the gin blossoms and getting to go with the best two guys I have ever known.. I have had heart ache and happiness, up and downs, just like a roller coaster. There was a time where I thought I wouldnt make it, but by the help of friends I did. I am really happy cause of that, that people would actually take the time out to help me.
I just really wished that we could have what we really wanted. Deep down in my heart I do, I really do. I want to be educated, with a great job, and eventually whenever that time comes for me, that husband, with like 2-3 kids tops. I am not saying who I want to be my husband, cause johnny depp would be here in a second, but I just think these crazy thoughts, and yeah.. I do want to graduate and be a forensic scientist, I really want to. I just love watching forensic files and thinking to myself that can be someday. Maybe I should look into working in a morgue next year, who knows, we'll see.....
Ciao, bene notte.