Temptation

Apr 22, 2012 17:34

So a couple girls just gave me a bag of homemade cookies for Sexual Assault Awareness Month. Just after I swore to be in awesome shape (still working on good definition of awesome) by the time I go home. Well, I had one right away, and the other two are sitting there in the bag. I'm so horribly at this. But I swear I'll make them last until Wednesday. I'll eat one when I get home on Monday, pass or fail, and have the other with my dinner on Wednesday. Now I have a plan. Now it's less likely for me to eat the next two delicious cookies right now....

Room's still clean, mostly. Just have to fold a few clothes, take out the trash, and vacuum. Doing that right after dinner. A healthy dinner. Little bit of lean meat and a salad. Apple juice. Yum.

Monday is the day of reckoning. Either I fail out or stay in. Somehow, I'm at peace. Whatever happens, I will continue to be awesome. If I get reclassed, it will be easier to stand out. If I continue on, I'll be helped by lots of awesome people. Either way awesomeness. Either way, life goes on with or without me. I just have to deal with it. No reason to worry.

weight, clean, fitness, motivation

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