i dont know anymore...... at all
so i had sooo much fun today =) wonderful road trip with abby !! good times =X
2maro is going to be soooo much fun too hehe..
although im going to try and not think about corey =( his prom is 2maro and i really dont want to think about him and what hes going to be doing, who he is with , who hes dancing with, what hes doing afterwards, and all of that stuff. its gunna break my heart wayy to much. =(
i dont kno if he like anyone or not.. =(
i think he was on the fone with alexis last nite..thats why he was cutting his text messages with me short. but whatever if thats what he wants to do, i mean we arent 2gether..
then he asked to go to the movies on Sunday with me..do you think thats gunna happen ? i dont kno. he has yet to bring it up again and see if its still going to happen. maybe he just said it to me becuz..
I DONT KNOW!
im just so emotionally drained..and have no clue what to do anymore. why cant someone S P E L L it out for me? whyyy???
but like i said..we arent together so i guess if he wants to be with other ppl then by all means. becuz i can guarntee that if we do end up back together im not going to be able to put up with his MySpace and the way he talks to girls and all of that stuff..i didnt put up with it when we were going out..and i dont want to put up with it again. thats what made us fight every single day and broke us up. but i know he wants that and he LOVES the attention they give them, i obviously i cant give it to him, thats why he goes to these other girls.
we all know im not skinny and pretty like the rest of these girls that he talks to..it kinda hurts me..but i cant help it. ugh whatever!! there i go again..crying over him..i dont see how i can anymore..thought i cried all my damn tears..guess not.
omg..im going to bed. my life sucks sometimes..and boys are not helping
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2maro is going to be soooo much fun too hehe..
although im going to try and not think about corey =( his prom is 2maro and i really dont want to think about him and what hes going to be doing, who he is with , who hes dancing with, what hes doing afterwards, and all of that stuff. its gunna break my heart wayy to much. =(
i dont kno if he like anyone or not.. =(
i think he was on the fone with alexis last nite..thats why he was cutting his text messages with me short. but whatever if thats what he wants to do, i mean we arent 2gether..
then he asked to go to the movies on Sunday with me..do you think thats gunna happen ? i dont kno. he has yet to bring it up again and see if its still going to happen. maybe he just said it to me becuz..
I DONT KNOW!
im just so emotionally drained..and have no clue what to do anymore. why cant someone S P E L L it out for me? whyyy???
but like i said..we arent together so i guess if he wants to be with other ppl then by all means. becuz i can guarntee that if we do end up back together im not going to be able to put up with his MySpace and the way he talks to girls and all of that stuff..i didnt put up with it when we were going out..and i dont want to put up with it again. thats what made us fight every single day and broke us up. but i know he wants that and he LOVES the attention they give them, i obviously i cant give it to him, thats why he goes to these other girls.
we all know im not skinny and pretty like the rest of these girls that he talks to..it kinda hurts me..but i cant help it. ugh whatever!! there i go again..crying over him..i dont see how i can anymore..thought i cried all my damn tears..guess not.
omg..im going to bed. my life sucks sometimes..and boys are not helping
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