Wow.
So much has changed in the past couple of weeks. I was pronounced sane.. Wee! I have contacts now, and I can see for the first time. Prom is May 1, and I'm going by myself. I really didn't want to go by myself, but since I'm single, I dont have much of an option. It doesn't matter, Kristian wouldn't have gone with me anyway. That's fine.. For some reason, I've been in a lot of pain.. but I'm trying to ignore it. Now I'm feeling very lethargic.. It's probably from sleeping on the couch for a week, and sharing it with a cat, dog, teddy bear, and other random animals that have crawled up with me.Bah.. I hate not being able to sleep. I hate fighting. I hate being depressed. But most of all, I hate the person who's made me depressed. Kristian, I fucking hate you for messing with my head. You had no right to do that. You had no right, reason, or justification in calling me a whore. It wasn't your place, and you know it's untrue. I hope you choke and die. It also looks like I wont be going to NY, which was one of the few things I was looking foward to. I don't have a place to stay, and I don't want to be in a hotel room by myself. It sucks. Anyway, enough bitching for now.