i jus want to crawl into a corner nd cry...
scratch that nd die...
yeah not a good 2 days guys! if u cant tell already...lets c yestaday i had a soccer game nd we TIED! yeah that ruined our winning streak...but heyy we didnt lose so i guess thats good....well il tell u about the game...for the entire game we were down 1-0...well in the las 4 minutes of the game i was going down toward the goal nd than BAM! i got smooshed inbetween these 2 very large girls im laying flat on my stomach trying to breath nd figure out if i was still living or not nd then i hear goal!!!! soo i get up CRYING! cuz we are now tied nd we werent gunna lose...nd im thinking that britt got the goal but hahaha noo it it was nd i didnt find out til we were on the way to the car...i go to britt nice goal! nd she goes to me i didnt score it u did haha i dont even remember kicking the ball hahah (okay yeah im not rele lauging!) well latter on that nite i find out around ehh 8:45 las nite that my uncle (who i am rele close to) had a massive heart attack...nd the doctors dont no if hes gonna make it cuz hes had a few of them b4...ohh well thats great!...soo im yeah cryin my self to sleep...nothing out of the ordinary dont worry about it....and to make it better this morning i wake up to go to school nd i litteraly fell gettin out of bed...my knee jus went out ohh great! now i cant fuckin walk wit out limping around...i was suppose to hang wit dan tonite but i cant cuz i have to go the hospital nd see my uncle! soo sry dan u have no idea! nd then since my knee is screwed my dad tells me that i mite not be able to play in tomorrows game! are u kiddin i HAVE to play ! i jus have to soccer is my life...idk its weird i jus feel "free" wen im on the feild like all my worries are gone in that one short hour...nd i cant jus not play! ughhh! well yes i no wat ur all saying uh oh caits in that emo stage yet again...im sorry for complaining i seem to do that a lot now a days well il jus go now
~cait
yeah not a good 2 days guys! if u cant tell already...lets c yestaday i had a soccer game nd we TIED! yeah that ruined our winning streak...but heyy we didnt lose so i guess thats good....well il tell u about the game...for the entire game we were down 1-0...well in the las 4 minutes of the game i was going down toward the goal nd than BAM! i got smooshed inbetween these 2 very large girls im laying flat on my stomach trying to breath nd figure out if i was still living or not nd then i hear goal!!!! soo i get up CRYING! cuz we are now tied nd we werent gunna lose...nd im thinking that britt got the goal but hahaha noo it it was nd i didnt find out til we were on the way to the car...i go to britt nice goal! nd she goes to me i didnt score it u did haha i dont even remember kicking the ball hahah (okay yeah im not rele lauging!) well latter on that nite i find out around ehh 8:45 las nite that my uncle (who i am rele close to) had a massive heart attack...nd the doctors dont no if hes gonna make it cuz hes had a few of them b4...ohh well thats great!...soo im yeah cryin my self to sleep...nothing out of the ordinary dont worry about it....and to make it better this morning i wake up to go to school nd i litteraly fell gettin out of bed...my knee jus went out ohh great! now i cant fuckin walk wit out limping around...i was suppose to hang wit dan tonite but i cant cuz i have to go the hospital nd see my uncle! soo sry dan u have no idea! nd then since my knee is screwed my dad tells me that i mite not be able to play in tomorrows game! are u kiddin i HAVE to play ! i jus have to soccer is my life...idk its weird i jus feel "free" wen im on the feild like all my worries are gone in that one short hour...nd i cant jus not play! ughhh! well yes i no wat ur all saying uh oh caits in that emo stage yet again...im sorry for complaining i seem to do that a lot now a days well il jus go now
~cait