to accomplish great things...
we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan, but also BELIEVE...
[Anatole France]
okay back to this college thing...i rele want to go to monmouth and i talked to my dad about it and hes still all...no way ur going to rutgers yadda yadda yadda...he wants me to go to rutgers and live at home.,...and there is no way in hell im going to do that! but i was doing a lot of research and what not on monmouth and like its possible to get a full scholarship for 4 yrs with my grades and well with the first aid squad thing i think im off to a good start...i mean my grades are pretty good and idk i just want to go there and im willing to do what ever it takes...and well soo is my mom apparently! haha okay soo moving on...
umm yestaday i went to amandas and hah good times good times....it was amanda, liz, ali, jon, and lou...and well the 3 of us girls arrived earlier than the 2 guys and well we walked to stop and go to get amanda chocolate...the eatting kind...and well she was 5 cents short cuz she only had a dollar and the damn cady bar cost $1.05 hahah...well we got back to the house and the guys were waiting for us soo we went downstairs and watched bad boys 2...long movie but it was funny haha...and after that liz and i had our cleaning supplies fight yeah we are weird we know it...but then i had to leave at 7 cuz i had to babysit at 9 and everyone was going to the movies at like 8 or what not...but it was fun just hanging out and laughing soo yeah umm what else...
ohh well i was talkin wit frank last nite...via texting...and well i started to think...everyone thinks im this rele amazing great person...but i dont feel like that amazing great person... idk like how can people think that if they dont know the real me...and how can other people know the real me if i dont even know the real me...yeah i know its confusing but i hope you get what i mean cuz its hard to explain something that confuses you more than anything...well i think thats all i gotta say soo talk to yall latta xoxo ~cait