Hard day work with a peice of mind
hey this is my first time writing in my LJ, yea whoop whoop raise the roof to all of those that this tickles their nickels & wets thier ginnas.
I had work 2day because the deli always needs the extra help because people are lazy & the mexicans don't do what they are told. So when that happens they call me, the fat kid that can do everything. I say it like that because they think i can do everything excpet use the slicers. It's pain in the ass to work there but the enviroment is pretty good & they pay is ok but my boss was sayin i might get a raise soon, yippy for the hippy(me). I forget 2 bring my cd's 2 work 2 day which sucked because i have 2 listen 2 either good spanish rock (molotov, good band) or that crappy mexican jumpin bean shit, it was a good music day bc i got 2 listen 2 molotov, i think i'm spelling the band name wrong but who cares. Still wasn't the same as listenin 2 the early november, thursday, or less than jake.
Thru the day i thought about how much i got screwed over by this chick i was really digging. I never met her before, her name is rachel (if she is real) she im'd out of no were about 3 or 4 weeks ago. When i started talking 2 her i was like wow this chick is neat because she knew about stray light run. Everyday i would look forward 2 talkin 2 her online & i guess the more i talked 2 her the more i got pulled into this uncontrolable force that was hovering over my body & mind. It took me like 2 weeks 2 finally ask her for her cell number, i would text her every day & i felt this cool click. She hit the cool chart when she told me she was playing OLD SCHOOL SEGA for every guy like me that has 2 be the one of the coolest thing when a chick plays a old school system with a love. Then we had this awsome convo on which are the best movies ever. Rachel seemed 2 be like one of the coolest chicks ever. Durning the build up of this "friendship" i found out she was goin 2 the yellowcard show & i was goin i got all excited. For reasons she went 2 calf & we kept texting mind u i called her 3 times & asked her 2 call me like 5 times, she stopped talkin 2 me the thursday or friday(day of the show) & i was like wtf. So i was upset about that whole thing 2. It was dumb of me 2 actually think i could have met a girl over the internet that i could want 2 start a thing with. That's what i get for leaving myself open minded & open hearted. I guess all i can do is hope it doesn't happen again.
My friend jill has been on my mind the past few days as well. I don't get 2 talk 2 her much bc we are both hard workin people & i really havn't had the time 2 call her & get a good catch up until about thursday. She was online & i was like wow it's jill, long time no talk. But when im'd her i felt something wasn't right even tho she hasn't im'd me back yet. My gut feelin was right & i found out that her bf was being a dick or something of the sort & that's not like her 2 let her bf be mean 2 her. Jill is a really strong person, like she is on top of everything with a whip in her hand. So felt bad but she called me back last night & told me that she fixed it with her bf but now she is sick, she can't catch a break the poor girl. I'll never forget the day when i was sitting on my counter & she was by my stove cooking pasta for me & my brothers dinner & she said something to this effect: edd u were my age or i was ur age we would be like best friends. Something like that coming from such a pretty girl like her will never leave me until the day i die. As a matter of fact i said i would call her back 2night.
well it's time 2 play el guitaro & then do my gay ass hw for 2morrow
peace & maybe some love