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As 2010 draws to a close, a lot of things has happened
and I feel this is the year that made me think a lot. A resolution post will be made directly after this post.
ANTI-DEPRESSANTS
One of the main things I went through this year is depression. It is what made me crumble at about 75% of the year with splurts of motivation that come now and then. About a few weeks ago, a friend of mine replied to one of my emotional posts and that made me think for a while.
I just do really need to be slapped in the face and realise what is right for me. Also to not dwell in the nightmarish past when I can make things anew. Lecturers gave hope to me and what did I do? Throw it to the ground and not using their help. I feel like a person asking for self-pity...
That was one of the mistakes I made before during my O Levels. I can't believe to have repeated it again. I really have to apologize to my friends about having to pull you into this. Moreover, I want to thank Kai for slapping sense in me. I may not have answered your reply but it made me think hard. I might as well answered it here.
"Maybe, the problem is really me. I am the one dwelling in misery and sadness and leaving out the happiness outside my circle. I should have never loomed back into it but instead be thankful for what is happening now. I am really sorry to have maybe cause trouble to you or my other friends. With you guys trying to help me from Day One, I should have accepted help ever since. It was my behavior to not accept help from people but yet I ask for help which proves my contradiction. Thinking back now, maybe, I don't really know what I want. Believe it or not, my actions are very contradicting. I want company but yet I want to be alone. I want to excel but I don't want a high standard. Now, I am going to keep what you said inside of me, not only you but whomever who has helped me along the way. Ever since you replied to that post, for every obstacle I go through, I keep thinking back about what you said. I should take the first step to change instead of falling back into the same pit of hopelessness I lived in. Risks should be taken and that first step is just what I need. This answer is going to remain in my journal. Thanks again Kai for making me think back over and over again."
~ GaleTheDrolf
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GROUPEE
Group projects make everyone insane especially with deadlines and difficult people to work with. Hard ain't it?
Here's a delicate twist to what happened in according to group projects.
My defined group is working well with me and we are getting the highest marks possible on in class. Congratulations for us and especially because of our teamwork and good collaboration together.
As for my graduation project group, everything is going smoothly and once again, I am being appointed leader to steer our project as far as possible to achieve the best. There is good rapport between us and we hope to work well along the way.
When I was reappointed back to my old group, I found out that they copypasta the whole paragraph, not even a paragraph but a page! Believe me, i did try it before to highlight every single thing on the report and the EXACT report came out on Google on a Wikisite.
-claps- Way to go people. Now, their work has to be redone with NO plagiarism and reference links to the report.
SCRATCHING IT OUT
Yo! Let's go!
Bring out the turntables! Blast the speakers for the new DJ Max System ever. Seriously, I love this game so much and thank God, it came out in 2010! One of the best stuffs ever with remix charts, new songs and remixed of previous songs!
DJ Max Portable 1
Enemy Storm (Remixed)
Sunny Side (Remixed)
Luv Flow (Remixed)
OutLaw (Remixed)
DJ Max Portable 2
NB Rangers Non-Stop Remix
WhiteBlue
Get Out (Remixed)
Syriana (Remixed)
Zet (Remixed)
DJ Max Metro Project
Keys To The World (2 minute cut)
Supersonic (Remixed)
Desperado (Remixed)
Now, it purges the auto-correct feature which truly has no point being there because it only gets the combo up but not the accuracy which proves no practice at all. I can be spamming keys but not getting that full accuracy.
Now, you have to remix the songs by choosing a new type of gameplay: 3.2T, 4.2T & 6.2T
Now, your gear has wings which acts like a turntable where you scratchs and use samplers to tune up your songs from the classic that is given to you.
That is it for what I have to say for the life updates in December! You guys have great year in 2011!
NOTE: New format for journal will be something like this in the coming 2011 ^^