errr
I'm still on lunch break but I need to vent a bit ..I was just talking to people and I'm getting all mixed up. Mike is trying to make me feel sorry for him and I don't know what to do..He told me he hated me one night when he was uber-pissed..so I was like okay, it's over, whatever..and then he randomly decides he doesn't hate me (surprise, surprise) and DOESN'T want the ring back (it's hidden in my closet somewhere anyway..whereever I threw it) even though he asked me for the ring back..wait, scratch that, DEMANDED i send the ring back *right now*..and I was like, whatever..so I threw it. I don't wanna waste money for postage sending thatback to him so he can send it right back to me when he feels like I've been a good girl. Fizuck that.
He said that anything I do from here on out is considered cheating on him. How? We're not together. He says he's coming to FLorida.. *for the 15th time, mind you* when me + my roommates already talked about him NOT coming (for the 3rd time, literally). So now he's changing his mind again and drivin us nuts. Whatever. I'd like to see him come down here..he's always all talk. Doubting he'll read this because I never write in here anymore, but now that I think about it, Mike, if u read this, You're all talk. I'm not answering my phone so stop calling me.
You know you hurt me. I don't care if u apologize. Sometimes sorry isn't good enough. You say everyone makes mistakes..but why do we have to keep making them against each other?
So i think i'm gonna go swimming today..amber needs to call me when she gets outta work (hint, hint). I'm feelin a certain way right now but I can't say anything about it just yet..I will soon though, i'm sure.
ps. "girls" as a hobby..isn't exactly a "Baby-I-Want-You-Back-And-Only-You" attraction.
Boy oh Boy