I'm staring out my window into uncertainty.. Don't leave my side...
And now... my high school career is unoffically over. Today was the last day for seniors and its... depressing. I know that I still have to go back the next 2 days and take a couple exams, but its not the same. I just want to crawl into a ball in the middle of the chief head in the courtyard and savor a few more minutes.
This morning I woke up at like 9:30 since i didnt have to be at school until 11:30 for the AP Psychology exam. I went to McDonalds for breakfast and had a couple laughs with some kids I didn't really know too well, which was really cool. Words of advice: Become good friends with people you never really expected to be close with... you'll thank yourself. Then I came into school at 4th hour and watched my beloved band rehearse. Then took the psych exam (harder than expected, but not worried). I stayed at school for probably a half hour after the last bell rang and just reflected, shared some laughs with good people, signed some yearbooks. On the way home I was just sitting alone in my car listening to My Chemical Romance and thinking about crying.....
I have met so many new and great people this year I will miss you all. I hope I don't lose touch with anyone who is important to me. Now as my life turns into disarray and gets flipped around and beaten into a bloody, unrecongnizable pulp... I need you all more than ever.
Note to anyone who is reading this...
If you are important enough to read my journal, I am most likely referring to you. Whoever you are, thank you for being you, and thank you for being my friend, thank you for making me into who I am today, thank you for sharing so many memories this past year or years (depending on how long I've known you), thank you for your support, laughs, tears,and everything in between.....
Thank You
~Zac