Feeling Down
We got high speed internet last night. It is wonderful to have it back. *Squee* :)
Have to go to work tonight. I get to be in charge. Which is NOT going to be fun. Mostly because I will be closing tonight with 2 people that haven't been there for 3 weeks. I've been there since the beginning of June. *sigh* I guess that I should be happy with the extra responsibility but for some reason I can't be happy with this.
Had dreams about my dad last night. Just thinking about them brings tears to my eyes. I miss him so freaking much. I can't believe that next month is the 2 year mark. It sucks big time. I have decided that I am going to work on that day. I don't know why but there is someone yelling in my head that I have to work that day. Hopefully I can make it through that day without breaking down. But I need to do it though, for me.
I should probably go eat something before I go get changed for work.
Hopefully the guy that use to work with my mom comes in today. I have something that I need to say to him. More on that later.
Have to go to work tonight. I get to be in charge. Which is NOT going to be fun. Mostly because I will be closing tonight with 2 people that haven't been there for 3 weeks. I've been there since the beginning of June. *sigh* I guess that I should be happy with the extra responsibility but for some reason I can't be happy with this.
Had dreams about my dad last night. Just thinking about them brings tears to my eyes. I miss him so freaking much. I can't believe that next month is the 2 year mark. It sucks big time. I have decided that I am going to work on that day. I don't know why but there is someone yelling in my head that I have to work that day. Hopefully I can make it through that day without breaking down. But I need to do it though, for me.
I should probably go eat something before I go get changed for work.
Hopefully the guy that use to work with my mom comes in today. I have something that I need to say to him. More on that later.