*sigh*
For some reason I was just hit really hard by emotion. I'm missing my dad a lot right now. *sigh* I can't believe that it has been almost 7 months. It's feels like it was yesterday. I can still remember exactly where I was. I can remember who I was with and what we were doing. It is all burned into my memory. I remember almost everything from that night. I hate it all.
I HATE IT! I HATE IT! I HATE IT!!!
I want to cry so bad right now. I just want to go up to my room and let loose. But I will not. For some reason I will not let myself. The will to sit here is stonger than the will to go upstairs and cry. I will not do that. I will NOT!!!
UGH!!!
I HATE IT! I HATE IT! I HATE IT!!!
I want to cry so bad right now. I just want to go up to my room and let loose. But I will not. For some reason I will not let myself. The will to sit here is stonger than the will to go upstairs and cry. I will not do that. I will NOT!!!
UGH!!!