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one more week, then one more quarter. in the final stretch and doing some course shifts. i guess technically i won't be done until the observation portion of my extra endeavor is finished: infant mental health certification. am currently working on a cv and will apply for research assistant positions that start when official school coursework is finished. i've had to finally embrace the fact that i love research. not exactly common in a program of service-oriented folks, but the past ~1.5 years has really instilled this truth in me. again, i'm making my own path. i didn't set out to do this, in some ways didn't really think about it too much.
my roommate had a visitor from ny this past weekend. she thinks the east coast is different than the west because the people are more likely to be on their own paths, and are subsequently more supportive of people who go their own way. maybe i'll test that theory as i search for doc programs. hmm.
still get emails about burningman and performance opps. am considering potential school/job committments and hoping to join my sister as she journeys to china to visit her friend. hmm. i do wish decisions were easier - or that i didn't want to do a little bit of everything.
supposedly if i take a yoga class called "finding buried treasure" i'll figure out more about myself and the info about my true life path that already exists inside of me. then i guess i could find the thing(s) i want to do a lot of. too bad i'm skeptical of anything that says i can learn life-changing things in a structured group session of a couple of hours. maybe if it were offered in the context of a desert... heh.
ah well, must get back to the paper at hand.
maybe 1 more later.
my roommate had a visitor from ny this past weekend. she thinks the east coast is different than the west because the people are more likely to be on their own paths, and are subsequently more supportive of people who go their own way. maybe i'll test that theory as i search for doc programs. hmm.
still get emails about burningman and performance opps. am considering potential school/job committments and hoping to join my sister as she journeys to china to visit her friend. hmm. i do wish decisions were easier - or that i didn't want to do a little bit of everything.
supposedly if i take a yoga class called "finding buried treasure" i'll figure out more about myself and the info about my true life path that already exists inside of me. then i guess i could find the thing(s) i want to do a lot of. too bad i'm skeptical of anything that says i can learn life-changing things in a structured group session of a couple of hours. maybe if it were offered in the context of a desert... heh.
ah well, must get back to the paper at hand.
maybe 1 more later.