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it happened again.
something with the full moon and the air being heavy with magic and i'm working so hard on this to make it my own, i need to make it my own. and all of a sudden my shoulders loosen and i'm involuntarily relaxing and i feel you and it's not my hand working it, it's yours, you're looking up at me with that sick smile of complete control and i find myself whispering out loud "oh god, i'm gonna come jimmy..." and i hear you say "yeah? then," and in the way you always emphasize the "c" and fade out the word into a growl, "come." and the orgasm passes like a sandy wave, nothing more, nothing else, but my eyes open wide and i stare at my ceiling in horror as tears pour down my cheeks.
this has only happened one other time. you were there without being there. i feel completely disembodied and powerless. i need to cleanse my home.
something with the full moon and the air being heavy with magic and i'm working so hard on this to make it my own, i need to make it my own. and all of a sudden my shoulders loosen and i'm involuntarily relaxing and i feel you and it's not my hand working it, it's yours, you're looking up at me with that sick smile of complete control and i find myself whispering out loud "oh god, i'm gonna come jimmy..." and i hear you say "yeah? then," and in the way you always emphasize the "c" and fade out the word into a growl, "come." and the orgasm passes like a sandy wave, nothing more, nothing else, but my eyes open wide and i stare at my ceiling in horror as tears pour down my cheeks.
this has only happened one other time. you were there without being there. i feel completely disembodied and powerless. i need to cleanse my home.