I never update this thing.
Mostly because I forget that I have a livejournal account. Also partially because I really have nothing important or brilliant to say.
Nothing much has changed. I'm married going on 2 years in the fall - 5 years total together this summer. Still no kids but 5 million pets. Recently started this whole "life style change" diet thing with my husband in January. 30 lbs down so far. Still have our site on Etsy though I really neglect it. I just find I'm not that creative anymore. It's funny - in high school all I could dream about was writing poetry, and playing the piano, and being on the stage, and making things. It's amazing how time changes things and puts the things of real importance into perspective.
Life is good - we have a house, which is so much more then that to us. Where we were before was a soul sucking vortex to hell, full of drunks and losers. We've cut out (nearly) everyone from our lives that is a negative influence. Some strings are harder to cut, though, I admit.
I wish I had it in me to blog the way I used to. I feel so much shit pent up inside of me. It can't be healthy to hold this much shit back. I can feel an explosion coming at some point. When I used to blog, I felt so much better after venting out all my frustrations and worries. Now I worry about self image and possible consequences.
Oh well :) I guess I'll update in another two years. :)
Nothing much has changed. I'm married going on 2 years in the fall - 5 years total together this summer. Still no kids but 5 million pets. Recently started this whole "life style change" diet thing with my husband in January. 30 lbs down so far. Still have our site on Etsy though I really neglect it. I just find I'm not that creative anymore. It's funny - in high school all I could dream about was writing poetry, and playing the piano, and being on the stage, and making things. It's amazing how time changes things and puts the things of real importance into perspective.
Life is good - we have a house, which is so much more then that to us. Where we were before was a soul sucking vortex to hell, full of drunks and losers. We've cut out (nearly) everyone from our lives that is a negative influence. Some strings are harder to cut, though, I admit.
I wish I had it in me to blog the way I used to. I feel so much shit pent up inside of me. It can't be healthy to hold this much shit back. I can feel an explosion coming at some point. When I used to blog, I felt so much better after venting out all my frustrations and worries. Now I worry about self image and possible consequences.
Oh well :) I guess I'll update in another two years. :)