My Wonderful Day..
Today i woke up and decided to work out..so i did but the lady on the tape started to piss me off soo i did Tae Bo instead hehe it was fun but it hurt really bad lol. i decided to worry about me and my body b4 i worry bout other people. everyone always says u have to love urself b4 u can love other people soo i am, im walking in the mornings and every other day im gonna work out plus i cut out all junk foods which i dont really like n e ways soo yeah. my mom is planning on giving me $200 for back to school clothes and stuff. cant wait im surprized at how fast my summer went by even tho i did NOTHING the whole time and i blame all my dumb friends that had other plans or g/f's or b/f's lol j/k!! i was having an interesting convo w/ Sarah today and i asked her how she avoids all the drama of life and she gave me some awesome advice...weird but i thank her it helped..she basically said we have to let go of our pasts which is my main problem in life...the past looks soo damn good and i dont want to go into the future..but i have to and i kno this now which is y im doing all of this. it's all for ME so i can be happy again...today i found out Annie cant go with me on my sweet sixteen trip to NYC for the weekend which totally sux im soo pissed not at her tho because she was really upset about it..so instead it'll be me, my sis, my mom, my aunt, and Michelle which i guess is alrite w/e im ONLY turning sixteen not like it's an important year lmao j/p soo yeah..nothing else really happened today otha than charlie wasnt there for me for the FIRST time ever... and my cuz was talking to me because she and her best friend were fighting and she wanted my opinion but idk if i really helped she was REALLY pissed..but idk i got enough drama rite now well im gonna go i'll try and post tomorrow bye xoxoxo
~Lauren
~Lauren