Why is it we cry when looking back..

[fyrebaybee4]

Heyy the last couple of days my family and i have been watching home videos of when we were kids...saddest but most necessary thing i've done in a while..i dont remember anything as a kid..my grammy died when i was only 3 1/2 my sis was 5 1/2 so she has a couple memories..i have none and watching these Christmas videos where im 2 i get to see her and my 3rd b-day party she held me when i blew out my candles..im very happy that now i have those pictures in my mind they r the closest thing i have to memories.. and then my other grandparents i havent seen for 8 years and im not aloud to see anymore where in most of the videos and that was really wierd and hard i wasnt really sure how to react.. i love my pop pop but i hate his wife.. if she would of kept her mouth shut, i would be able to see them and my cousin Patrick.. well my moms party is tomorrow soo i'll try and update after that it should be alot of fun bye xoxoxo

~Lauren