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Atreyu___Bleeding Mascara
A wraith with an angel's body
A demon with a smile of gold
You soulsucker
I won't become like you
A killer with the perfect weapons, crystal eyes, and a heart of coal
You soulsucker
I won't lose myself in you
Look how pretty she is when she falls down
Now there is no beauty in bleeding mascara
Lip are quivering like a withering rose
She's back again
What the fuck do you think love means?
It's much more than words and feelings sucking me dry
Is my marrow that sweet?
Your dead lovers have left a trail of broken hearts and misspent hopes
Sucking them dry
Does their marrow taste of sweetness, sweetness?
I hope you choke
my absolute favorite song right now. im obssessed with it. i swear, its getting unhealthy.
sara and i are not on good terms. night before last i didnt talk to her because i was asleep. last night i didnt talk to her because my cell was dead and needed to recharge (i cant do anything while its on charge). so yeah, now she's mad at me. *sigh* well, i hope we work it out, the last time she got mad at me i became suicidal...i suppose those tendencies havent left.
this school is NOT good for me. ive become depressed and after nearly 10 months of not cutting and not even missing it...i want to so badly i can already taste blood on my tongue. maybe thats from chewing my cheek...im going to go to the CVS after school and buy some rubber bands, snapping them on my wrists or wherever HAS to be better than this.
my piercer told me to take 2 ibuprofen every 4 hours during the healing process of my lip, because of swelling and obtuse pain.
im not taking them anymore. i took them out of my purse. i want to ask my mom to put a lock on the med cabinet
A wraith with an angel's body
A demon with a smile of gold
You soulsucker
I won't become like you
A killer with the perfect weapons, crystal eyes, and a heart of coal
You soulsucker
I won't lose myself in you
Look how pretty she is when she falls down
Now there is no beauty in bleeding mascara
Lip are quivering like a withering rose
She's back again
What the fuck do you think love means?
It's much more than words and feelings sucking me dry
Is my marrow that sweet?
Your dead lovers have left a trail of broken hearts and misspent hopes
Sucking them dry
Does their marrow taste of sweetness, sweetness?
I hope you choke
my absolute favorite song right now. im obssessed with it. i swear, its getting unhealthy.
sara and i are not on good terms. night before last i didnt talk to her because i was asleep. last night i didnt talk to her because my cell was dead and needed to recharge (i cant do anything while its on charge). so yeah, now she's mad at me. *sigh* well, i hope we work it out, the last time she got mad at me i became suicidal...i suppose those tendencies havent left.
this school is NOT good for me. ive become depressed and after nearly 10 months of not cutting and not even missing it...i want to so badly i can already taste blood on my tongue. maybe thats from chewing my cheek...im going to go to the CVS after school and buy some rubber bands, snapping them on my wrists or wherever HAS to be better than this.
my piercer told me to take 2 ibuprofen every 4 hours during the healing process of my lip, because of swelling and obtuse pain.
im not taking them anymore. i took them out of my purse. i want to ask my mom to put a lock on the med cabinet