*sigh*...shitpissfuck
ok...well sara's pissed at me at no fault of my own *darling please read the commment i left in your journal and try to understand* so thats screwing with me because the love of my life is mad at me. SARA YOU ARE MY SOUL MATE!!!!!! get used to it...we'll be together later. right now, i cant do it b/c of my mother *shes crazy in a nonviolent version* just wait 6 months when i turn 16, then we'll get a job together. and sure, working is gonna suck, but being together is all that matters. and wait until after high school, we'll tour europe together! we'll go to germany, and france, and england, and holland, and everywhere! hell, we could tour the states together, i dont care! and once one of us gets a car, that summer we'll go on a roadtrip. we'll get barely enough money for gas to get out of the state, from there we'll bum money from random ppl for food and gas...it'll be great. ^_^ just please know that i care about you so much.
the deal with *him*...i dont know. the sara thing is screwing with me, it feels like im cheating on her just thinking about *him*...but i also want to test the lesbian theory, so i think im go for it. i dont know...i called *him* tonite and we talked for about 45 minutes while mom was folding laundry in her room and the brothers were out renting a movie...we didnt talk about much...but for some reason we click...the same way me and sara did...
the deal with *him*...i dont know. the sara thing is screwing with me, it feels like im cheating on her just thinking about *him*...but i also want to test the lesbian theory, so i think im go for it. i dont know...i called *him* tonite and we talked for about 45 minutes while mom was folding laundry in her room and the brothers were out renting a movie...we didnt talk about much...but for some reason we click...the same way me and sara did...