ug....a quick one...whatever
ok, so this weekend is shit. i have so much homework to do, and very little time to do it in...YAY!! i get to pull an all nighter for history...dammit *sigh*...
yesterday was my dads birthday. it was also the day that he agreed to get out of the house. well, he decided he wanted to renig on that *even though he signed a contract at the centers saying he would* and figured he would put up a fight. fine. he woke mom up and became very physically/verbally violent with her. aaron decided to add fuel to that fire...idiot...it didnt help. his yelling just made things worse...i went into my room and tried to conjure benevolent spirits to help us out...
hamlet left after that point. he came back and said he needed to get a few things and then he would be gone for 2 hours at a dinner that the Rabbi and wife were giving him for his birthday. so mom and i got things around for him. after his dinner he came back and bitched and whined and complained that we were throwing him out. then he decided to push buttons. i try very hard to keep my temper, but theres one hot button i have that is garunteed to set me off no matter what. he asked me why i didnt love him. i went off and explained to him that its impossible to love someone who smacks you around for the first 13 years of your life, who drags you by your hair into your room to smack you around, someone who beats you on your birthday, isnt someone you can love as easily as you can resent. *sigh* i yelled at him for a good half hour...please, to all my faithfull readers, understand that i hate doing that and i felt horrible about exploding like that...i felt awful when i woke up....
needless to say, he eventually got out and moved in with one of his friends...
today he was supposed to come over and change mom's oil in the truck...he called jake up in tallahassee before he came over and again said he didnt feel like making it thru the day. so jake called OPD *ocala police department* from tallahasse, or he called TPD and the transferred the call to ocala, or something, and they sent a sheriff deputy out to our house *i was asleep at this point* and hamlet hadnt come by yet, so she stayed in the house until he got there. there were cops out looking for him. the lady cop who came by the house stayed 20 minutes or so until Hamlet got there, they intercepted him, and stuck him in the back of the cruiser. another Baker Act and he was sent to Marion Citrus. this is his third time there in two weeks, his second Baker Act in two weeks...LOCK THAT FUCKER UP!!!!...but they shipped him to Leesburg and he'll be back by tuesday, but hes not coming back to the house...mummy is doing the right thing and getting restraining orders...yay!
thats all for now, now, i'll have to start my homework eventually...
~~Bekka
yesterday was my dads birthday. it was also the day that he agreed to get out of the house. well, he decided he wanted to renig on that *even though he signed a contract at the centers saying he would* and figured he would put up a fight. fine. he woke mom up and became very physically/verbally violent with her. aaron decided to add fuel to that fire...idiot...it didnt help. his yelling just made things worse...i went into my room and tried to conjure benevolent spirits to help us out...
hamlet left after that point. he came back and said he needed to get a few things and then he would be gone for 2 hours at a dinner that the Rabbi and wife were giving him for his birthday. so mom and i got things around for him. after his dinner he came back and bitched and whined and complained that we were throwing him out. then he decided to push buttons. i try very hard to keep my temper, but theres one hot button i have that is garunteed to set me off no matter what. he asked me why i didnt love him. i went off and explained to him that its impossible to love someone who smacks you around for the first 13 years of your life, who drags you by your hair into your room to smack you around, someone who beats you on your birthday, isnt someone you can love as easily as you can resent. *sigh* i yelled at him for a good half hour...please, to all my faithfull readers, understand that i hate doing that and i felt horrible about exploding like that...i felt awful when i woke up....
needless to say, he eventually got out and moved in with one of his friends...
today he was supposed to come over and change mom's oil in the truck...he called jake up in tallahassee before he came over and again said he didnt feel like making it thru the day. so jake called OPD *ocala police department* from tallahasse, or he called TPD and the transferred the call to ocala, or something, and they sent a sheriff deputy out to our house *i was asleep at this point* and hamlet hadnt come by yet, so she stayed in the house until he got there. there were cops out looking for him. the lady cop who came by the house stayed 20 minutes or so until Hamlet got there, they intercepted him, and stuck him in the back of the cruiser. another Baker Act and he was sent to Marion Citrus. this is his third time there in two weeks, his second Baker Act in two weeks...LOCK THAT FUCKER UP!!!!...but they shipped him to Leesburg and he'll be back by tuesday, but hes not coming back to the house...mummy is doing the right thing and getting restraining orders...yay!
thats all for now, now, i'll have to start my homework eventually...
~~Bekka