Curious Thoughts in my Head

Oct 14, 2009 18:10

Have you ever been entranced with the idea of an ideal? Like a direction you would like your life to go? I have started thinking strange thoughts about people I just met. Those of you know know me know that this is sometimes the norm. I start at 100 and slowly decrease as time passes until my final like for the person settles at a level. I'll see how this goes, because I think I like her, and she doesn't even know. I doubt she will know either until I figure myself out. She's smart, cute, pretty much all I could ask for as far as I know her. I need to get to know more about her before I make my decision though.

I have a job again, so things are looking good. Pay from the Ministry of Education has come thru, but I don't know if my bank will allow it to enter my account. I should see to that or else I'll be 2700 dollars out of money which I need. I need to upgrade this PC. Buy and new mobo and baord for a PC i want to build for my mom. She's been after me for a while, hopefully I can get a good rig for her and afford a new HD and RAM for my own rig. Recovering from being broke is hard.

So I'm thinking about that friend and I think I should say something before too long, but I don't want to make a move that would scare her away. I have this habit of coming on strong.
Previous post Next post
Up