Oct 06, 2009 17:52
So as a few of you who read this have found out, I have finally been published, so I must thank the nice people at Aphelion Magazine for publishing me. I have a handful of outstanding stories that I really should finish, but I don't feel much in a writing mood these days. I feel more in a mood that doesn't have a name, really. It could best be described as "bleh". Now I know 'bleh' isn't a proper description of a mood, but it's how I feel. I've thought about stuff for a while, and I realize I'm getting older and being older and not-fun is exactly what I don't want to be. Still, I find myself staring out into the night sometimes, wonder wtf I ought to do about myself.
On another front, I've noticed one of my friends, C, started a blog, and I commented on her entry. it's actually a lot better than my entries truth be told (but shhhh, don't tell her that, she thinks I'm a writer). She focuses on one topic as opposed to my meandering babble that is more akin to a mountain stream that a coherent thinking individual. I've also been told recently that I have a very large vocabulary. I don't know if that's a good thing or not. I don't know if it's worth anything aside from "what's the word for today man?" or "what does this mean?". Sometimes I wonder if I would be better off being a parlour trick at some party somewhere.