Nov 12, 2006 17:50
i asked someone the other day, will we ever go back to normal again?
yes, we'll go back to normal. but normal will be different. this is the new normal.
(paraphrase from a movie...but appropriate)
i lost a love i fought hard to get. to let myself feel. and i feel like i've lost what had become my normal. what had become my then, now and tomorrow.
now i'm fighting hard to find my new normal.
i don't know what to make of any of this. but heartache is the main ingredient for change.
and i guess it was time for a change.