growing up
Growing up has a lot of bumps. You go through highschool and puberty at the same time. It is a rough thing to be going through all at once. But i would like to see what that would be like. I can't believe still where i am. What i'm doing and why i'm doing it. I quit school, left my friends and moved to europe. I try to be as honest with my friends as possible but it turns out that can be a real pain. I told a friend that someone close to her was in my opinion a little bit pushy with me and i didn't mean to make it a big deal and she took it to heart. That day i was really selfconsious and scared to see so many people. i felt so bad when she took it the wrong way. I just felt a little imposed on is all and i didn't mean to hurt anyone feelings i never do and i did anyways. I didn't mean it like that at all. I was just being honest with a friend because i felt that it was the right thing to do and it kinda backfired or something like that. She seems kinda angry at me but i hope we can work stuff out. I don't like it when i leave stuff unresolved. Maybe i can sort this out soon and i hope i do. What a way to spend my days off though. I turned out sick this morning. Get yelled at by my friend. And now my family is going back to canada. i will be going back much later after them but i don't mind. anyhoo i gots to call my honey and talk to her so this concludes my journal entry for now ^^