wats goooood?!
wats good?? damn i haven't written in this thing in a minute! but yea...i'm bored on this sunday morning :o/. hmmm so whats been goin on?? well i finally gotta fuckin job!! its not what i really wanted to do but w/e, i need money n it gets annoying takin it from mah parents constantly lol. so they're happy now prolly ha. umm...i have a stalker seriously!!this fuckin kid anderson...omfg wtf?! aight...he used to live in roselle n we started talkin...juss as friends tho u know?? aight so hes movin to fuckin jackson in march...like the middle n i was like aww thats so cool cuz hes nice n shyt. BUT he is like OBSESSED WIT ME!!!! i'm not even joking...he's like "i wanna be inlove wit u" " i wanna love you" n i'm like "oo". lol...like wtf do u want me to say?! ew. this kid fuckin asked me out like 5 times already n i was like "NO!!" then i felt bad so when he asked me out again like 2 nite ago...i was like "umm...nooo...maybe when u move here we'll see how things go" n hes like aight. god like wtf lmao. aight so the otha nite he called me like 10 fuckin times n i wouldnt answer mah phone cuz i didnt know the number. if u called someone n they didnt answer the phone everytime u tried to get em...wouldnt u fuckin stop?! its god damn common sense that eitha one...they don wanna talk to u...or 2..well i dunno what 2 is lol but u know what i mean. so then yesterday...he did it again n i finally called him back after like him callin 4 times. n i was like "WHO IS THIS?!!!!" n hes like whats up its anderson n was like oo :o/. lol...hes sooo weird. he has the ugliest fuckin voice. aight maybe if he was cuter n he sounded like that it wouldnt bother me as much but no...thats not the case. hes sooo WACK!! who the fuck asks how ya day was when its like 12:30 in the afternoon lol?! ok fucker. but he asked me to junior formal n i lied to him n said that someone asked me already but i didnt give them a def. answer but if things don work out wit us i'll def. go wit u. i felt bad but oo well shyt happens rite?! yupp!! OO YEA!! all he says is...."when i move here i'm gonna see u everyday n we're gonna chill all the time n we can fuck" i'm like wait hold the fuck on!! lol. i don think so...its not gonna happen cuz i said so muthafucker. i didnt say it exactly like that..i put it nicely ;o). but yea...hes fuckin weird as fuck.
aight...well i fuckin HATE eddy. enuff said.
lance...oo god. is there ever NO drama wit us?! no. but actually...things have been really good between us lately n i'm really happy bout that. but i know that something is gonna happen soon cuz thats the way things alwayz seem to be. i dunno whats wrong wit me. like the worst will happen between us n we'll HATE eachotha n then after a couple days or weeks or w/e ha...he apologizes n we talk shyt out n everythings better. i dunno y or how i alwayz find it in me to forgive him no matter what. if it were ne one else i'd prolly be like nah fuck u (except mah friends of course)but wit him its different. its so weird. the one thing i absolutely CANNOT stand about him is the fact that he doesnt like hearing or knowing that hes not the onlii guy in mah life n he doesnt want me to have fun n talk/hookup wit otha guys. i know for a fact that his triflin ass talks to otha grls n tries to get the hookup lol so i dunno wtf is wrong wit him. n he never believes me when i tell him i'm not talkin to ne one or that i don like ne one else. he onlii wants me to like him. well maybe that would be the case if him n I were official but we're not so i'm gonna do me juss like hes doin him. so w/e. if we're never gonna be nething...then y should i not do certain things cuz it makes u unhappy or w/e?? naaaah thats not me. i do what i wanna do. like i can neva believe him when he tells me shyt like bout how he feels bout me n even little things cuz he LIIIIEEESSS n very often too lol. ughh...but w/e. i guess thats juss the way things r gonna be wit us so yea..i'm pretty much used to it :o/.
i needa date for formal. i'm takin apps. all sexy good lookin SINGLE males may holla lol. nah...i have some options. its either anderson(hell fuckin no...juss mah backup), lance(possibly...prolly lol), n this boy doug(so fuckin CUGTEE!!) lol. so who fuckin knows. y the fuck is there a junior formal?! it should juss be prom when we're seniors ya know. GOD all this fuckin stress!! lol. w/eeeeee....
hmm...well i dunno what else to write bout so i'm gonna go. luv ya all!!
pe@ce * mwaz!!
keisha xO
aight...well i fuckin HATE eddy. enuff said.
lance...oo god. is there ever NO drama wit us?! no. but actually...things have been really good between us lately n i'm really happy bout that. but i know that something is gonna happen soon cuz thats the way things alwayz seem to be. i dunno whats wrong wit me. like the worst will happen between us n we'll HATE eachotha n then after a couple days or weeks or w/e ha...he apologizes n we talk shyt out n everythings better. i dunno y or how i alwayz find it in me to forgive him no matter what. if it were ne one else i'd prolly be like nah fuck u (except mah friends of course)but wit him its different. its so weird. the one thing i absolutely CANNOT stand about him is the fact that he doesnt like hearing or knowing that hes not the onlii guy in mah life n he doesnt want me to have fun n talk/hookup wit otha guys. i know for a fact that his triflin ass talks to otha grls n tries to get the hookup lol so i dunno wtf is wrong wit him. n he never believes me when i tell him i'm not talkin to ne one or that i don like ne one else. he onlii wants me to like him. well maybe that would be the case if him n I were official but we're not so i'm gonna do me juss like hes doin him. so w/e. if we're never gonna be nething...then y should i not do certain things cuz it makes u unhappy or w/e?? naaaah thats not me. i do what i wanna do. like i can neva believe him when he tells me shyt like bout how he feels bout me n even little things cuz he LIIIIEEESSS n very often too lol. ughh...but w/e. i guess thats juss the way things r gonna be wit us so yea..i'm pretty much used to it :o/.
i needa date for formal. i'm takin apps. all sexy good lookin SINGLE males may holla lol. nah...i have some options. its either anderson(hell fuckin no...juss mah backup), lance(possibly...prolly lol), n this boy doug(so fuckin CUGTEE!!) lol. so who fuckin knows. y the fuck is there a junior formal?! it should juss be prom when we're seniors ya know. GOD all this fuckin stress!! lol. w/eeeeee....
hmm...well i dunno what else to write bout so i'm gonna go. luv ya all!!
pe@ce * mwaz!!
keisha xO