you're so beautiful to me..you're so beautiful .. god sent you to me..
down then down then down.. then up then super up then super up.. and now high in the clouds...
today i woke up at 7 with the worst feeling... for one.. going to bed at 4 and two having poo bear with sad face..sometimes i wonder how he can never be mad at me with all this crap, but he loves me so it doesnt matter.. =) well i surprised josh at usc. i dont think he was too happy to see me considering the situation we were in, but deep down inside i didnt care how it started off. i was really really glad to see him. even tho he was kinda frustrated with me i still found comfort with his presence. we somewhat talked about it and everything seems to be okay.. even with it being left unsaid. the rest of the day was so nice and relaxing. he went to a meeting at 230 for track or x country one of those. then came back at like 5, but i was napping. *sigh* yet again i got to wake up to him. i love that feeling.. we cuddled talked about the future. it makes me feel good to know that you feel the way you do about us and the future.. makes me happy..well then we got ready to go to see his counselor.. i chilled and watched the boys come in.. ;) jk.. then baby fed me carls jr. while "watching" gangs of new york.. eh.. nice triple play.. kinda slept..cuddled.. then he walked me to the coche at 9.. got gas then headed home.. what i thought was going to be a dreaded trip to la turned out to be one of those additional perfect days with poo bear. spanks mucho! im really looking forward to wat's to come.. you are the best
today i woke up at 7 with the worst feeling... for one.. going to bed at 4 and two having poo bear with sad face..sometimes i wonder how he can never be mad at me with all this crap, but he loves me so it doesnt matter.. =) well i surprised josh at usc. i dont think he was too happy to see me considering the situation we were in, but deep down inside i didnt care how it started off. i was really really glad to see him. even tho he was kinda frustrated with me i still found comfort with his presence. we somewhat talked about it and everything seems to be okay.. even with it being left unsaid. the rest of the day was so nice and relaxing. he went to a meeting at 230 for track or x country one of those. then came back at like 5, but i was napping. *sigh* yet again i got to wake up to him. i love that feeling.. we cuddled talked about the future. it makes me feel good to know that you feel the way you do about us and the future.. makes me happy..well then we got ready to go to see his counselor.. i chilled and watched the boys come in.. ;) jk.. then baby fed me carls jr. while "watching" gangs of new york.. eh.. nice triple play.. kinda slept..cuddled.. then he walked me to the coche at 9.. got gas then headed home.. what i thought was going to be a dreaded trip to la turned out to be one of those additional perfect days with poo bear. spanks mucho! im really looking forward to wat's to come.. you are the best