dont tell me its not worth fighting for.. cant help it it's nothing i want more.. you know it's true
so what caN i say that hasnt already been said.. nothing much has changed rather then me getting comfortable with the college atmosphere that my honey is in. we both struggle with my insecurities and i can't do much other then to let it be. we both understand that it's takin some time to get used to, and we're trying to bare thru it, but it comes with a lot. in my mindset right now things will only get better as i start to move and understand what stress and frustrations the start of school is putting on josh. hang on in there..like i always say you're effort and and everything you do to help is greatly appreciated.. i know we've been thru a lot together and this is just another step in our relationship and i'm glad i got to have you in my life to be able to share it with. i wouldnt want it any other way.past couple of days have been pretty bleh been running errands.. and hitting csulb here and there to handle some biznass ha ha.. then umm thursday nite went to class then to usc afterwards.. had an interesting nite.. woke up to my poo bear.. i can honestly say its one of the greatest feelings to wake up to him and i hope we have more moments like that. spent the day walking around and fighting for his time.. what can i say he's a popular man =) jk. went to a welcome week "party" in the quad kinda. it was cool. left around 12. saturday had class at 8 then bbq. went out with sister.. to do more dorm shopping.. took baby home with me..last minute clubbin with nic, marshy, nikki, des, tuan, li, gene, francis and jm. it was aighty nuttin special was thinking about my bebe. so close yet so far. got home around 1 went to bed. talked to poo bear for a bit. bed. woke up at 7. get ready for the bbq . stopped by westmnister for mother. then to laguna hills. had bbq. did more shopping for dorm. thanks to my brother. thank you so much. and i think seoung is gonna get me candles.i'm growing to like her. everything else that day was criticism, and lectures. nice right !?!? ahhhhhhhhhhh.. well my highlight of the day.. was bebe actually called me twice! he never really calls unless i called him...i can mark this in my calendar. woo hoo! jk. he's the best. i love him to death. i'd do anything for him..and he's all MINE! love you so much...