no matter what it takes i'll be right here waiting for you...

[fyn3lyk3wh0a]

it's interesting how all this time you prepare for such a big change, but when it actually comes, it feels like it's happening all too fast right? of course because you never feel fully prepare for whats coming up. i can truly say i cant focus on much around me and what's going on because within one day so much can happen. the feelings i felt just

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its me

[anonymous]

im sorry 4 all of this...u think i actually wanna go 2 skool...and leave u so far...wut do u think that whole entry wuz about b4 i left? i still care about u az much az i did 2 weeks ago b4 i left...if any thing i love u more...dont let this be the end of things...i understand how u feel becuz i feel that way 2...im just scared that if i let it show u wud get discouraged...im tryin 2 be strong 4 the both of us and it seems like u turn that in2 me not caring about u enuff, or at least thats how it seems...and its getting hard 2 take...and i dont know wut else 2 saay about move in day besides sorry...it wuz a really stressful day...iv told u b4 and ill tell u again, u cuz never ruin my day or make it worse, seeing u only makes it better...im sorry 4 taking my frustrations out on u but i think i maintained my temper alot better than b4...and 2 tell u the truth, i wud hope that u wud be ther 4 me 2 tell stuff 2 even if im kinda tking it out on u, it really made me feell better after i talked 2 u but then 2 have u be sad about...makes me feel even worse...but im sorry anyways..ill kno 4 next time 2 keep my mouth shut..but kno that if ur ever in a bad mood..u can still take it out on me if u need 2 get if off ur chest, i really dont mind, thats wut im here 4, 2 be ther wen u need someone...so basically babe just know that i love u az much az i ever have and im always here...ill be good...call on jeff 2 check up on me if it helps...wutever i can do 2 make it work..ur definetly worth it :-)