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so...work is good. the days are kind of going slow, but whatever. i am barely keeping my head above waterwith my bills and stuff, but i will survive. i suppose. right now i am doing everything in my power to just save money and move to stl. as soon as possible. seriously, i want this move to happen now. i am SO excited. everyone in my faily is being semi-supportive, but i guess its kind of hard. for my mom especially. with brandon and andee gone i think my mom will be super lonely while i live so far away. i just really need to do this. i need to get out there and do my own thing for a bit. its definitley a plus that ricky is there, but i need to get out of vancouver. i have lived here most of my life and i am ready for something new. so bring on st. louis. i am ready. just got to save a bunch of money first. barf. money.