Jan 20, 2006 03:59
today was good.
until i decided to get drunk.
at around 130. when i went to the vic. and now. i feel like proper shit.
i dont know if its the whole jeremy thing. sexual fustration. life in general.
all of the above in some mixed conglomeration. something is making me feel like death.
and i fucking hate it.
i hope i wake up tommorow feeling
amazing.
but i wont.
jeremy is an immature prick. weasiling his way back into my life. and i cant deal with him
i dont want to deal with him,
i dont care what everyone says about us being the best of friends.
best friends arent gaping dickholes.
he kept acting so immature tonight.
robbie even commented on how much of a dick he was being.
dick wasnt the word. immature. childish.
putting his hand infront of my camera. pushing me when i was trying to take pictures. stealing every female i was talking to.
ok jeremy, youre a full year older than me. yet you act all of 11. 11 and half. grow the fuck up. seriously. i fucking can not deal with
his immature bullshit.
i dont care how much attention his diet craves.
im fucking done.
im done with all of his bullshit.
or at least shunning him for another week and half.
until all of this hate dissapates. which may be a long time.
i think he told me. on the way to the gig tongiht
"dont get in my way"
alright buddy.
god.
i have so much pent up aggression.
i should start working out over the next month.
just so i can properly make him eat jello jigglers for a week or so.
cunt ass.