Feb 07, 2005 23:51
fucking ridiculous.
thats all i can say.
fustrated,
stressed,
overtired,
hungry,
complaining,
idiotic.,
i really can not stand this fucking dumb bag assignment. i understand what its purpous is. but ive spent over 15 hours. and have 4 of possibly the worst pictures ever.
the only thing im happy about is the fact that 3 of my negatives for my final are good. and i can start printing eventually.
i am going to make a list of everything that sucks right now.
1.3hours of sleep last night.
2.someone stealing my 3 blocks of tofu.
3.13hrs in building 7.
4.this dumb bag assignment that is due thursday.
5.the final not being due on finals week.
6.my grandfather possibly dieing soon. (my dad called me in the darkroom today and i thought he wasgoing to cry he told me that his condition got a lot worse and he is on a ventalator and he didnt want to call and tell me because he wanted me to concentrate on my schoolwork and not throw more fuel on the fire)
7.my parents getting a divorce.
8.not paying rent and beng 4 days late with it.
9.the camera and ebay deal.
10.having to stay up and do my history paper tonight.
11.waking up tommorow morning at 8 after getting at the most 6 hours of sleep.
and doing all of this all over again.
i hate this week,.
img oing to hate next week.
and the week after that.
something good better come out of all of this shit that is shitting all over me.