. . . Still waiting
Nothing from Chris yet. Does he even realize what this is doing to me??? Does he even care??? All I know is that I CANNOT take much more of this. IF a week passes by and still no attempt to get in touch I WILL start calling phone numbers WITHOUT hesitation. And it will get ugly. I love him and trust him, but this is a little fucked up from my point of view.
Let me ask you something. . . If you really loved some one and were really IN LOVE with someone, how long would it take you to get a hold of them if you went away and were going to be gone for about a month???
I came over to my dad's to talk to him because I'm SO upset right now. He HAS assured me that he "WILL go find Chris just so that he doesn't have to see his little girl deal with a broken heart anymore." He's not very happy right now. That wasn't my intention of course, but my dad is just thinking of that Chris also has responsibilities here as well. But also you need to think of what you would do and how you would feel if it was YOUR daughter in my situation. . .
I have NO IDEA what the FUCK he's doing out there or what is going on. . but it better be FUCKING WORTH all this SHIT that I'M having to deal with. It better be wroth all the tears, loneliness, worry, fear, nightmares, and anxiety that overcomes me with each passing day I'm forgotten about.
Let me ask you something. . . If you really loved some one and were really IN LOVE with someone, how long would it take you to get a hold of them if you went away and were going to be gone for about a month???
I came over to my dad's to talk to him because I'm SO upset right now. He HAS assured me that he "WILL go find Chris just so that he doesn't have to see his little girl deal with a broken heart anymore." He's not very happy right now. That wasn't my intention of course, but my dad is just thinking of that Chris also has responsibilities here as well. But also you need to think of what you would do and how you would feel if it was YOUR daughter in my situation. . .
I have NO IDEA what the FUCK he's doing out there or what is going on. . but it better be FUCKING WORTH all this SHIT that I'M having to deal with. It better be wroth all the tears, loneliness, worry, fear, nightmares, and anxiety that overcomes me with each passing day I'm forgotten about.