Sorry, I can't read brail.
I know a couple of days ago I said I was really happy but today I'm not. I kind of realize that I'm pretty much nothing. I don't stick out in people's minds. People don't know my name, I'm just 'that girl'. I'm not a fun person. Not even my own boyfriend thinks I'm fun. All my ideas I come up with are "stupid" or "boring" but if ANYONE else came up with it, oh yeah, it'd be such a good idea and so fun. I guess it's just me...I know when I was in Australia with all my friends from school, everyone would sit around me and listen to me talk and laugh at everything I said and people LIKED me...I mean, yeah, I can't live up to Paul who other people flock to to have a good laugh or see something crazy go on, but I think if you get to know me, I can be pretty damn fun to be with. I can make the stupidest smallest things fun...I just wanna be one of those people that go "Oh Laura? Yeah, she's so funny. She's such a cool, sweet person. Let's ask if she wants to hang out friday night." Not "Oh Paul's girlfriend? Yeah, she seems nice....so you wanna go see a movie?" It's all so frustrating...fdka;lfdjas.