MORE TRANSITION!!
Yay! Three more new transition songs on pure volume tonight! I can't f-ing wait! It's gunan be awesome and OMG i can't wait for them to come to DC on the 17th! OMG it's gunna be so awesome! And this friday is Socratic! OMG I am so excited for this show! I can not wait ot see them again either! It's funny and the transition guys went to see them tonight and i'm seeing um Friday so maybe i'll bring um up haha. That would be fun! O man....
I'm starting to not want to go to the Quogue show on saturday though cuz i don't think anyone can go with me. I'll prolly talk to one of the guys before and figure out something...maybe they'll let me hang out with them before the show haha that would be fun...that way i'm not standing around at marshall all by myself haha.
Shit...i just got a text message from Maggie telling me she cut herself tonight and how she can't eat without feeling worthless...i don't know what to do anymore. I want to help her but I know i can't but god it makes me so sad....that definitely just killed my mood completly....jesus...why??? Why can't Maggie or I find our hapiness? Why is it that everyone has something that makes them happy but us? Or me...I just want it all to go away and disappear and i want ot be able to forget about all these horrible depressing things I've done....shit...
~Allison~
I'm starting to not want to go to the Quogue show on saturday though cuz i don't think anyone can go with me. I'll prolly talk to one of the guys before and figure out something...maybe they'll let me hang out with them before the show haha that would be fun...that way i'm not standing around at marshall all by myself haha.
Shit...i just got a text message from Maggie telling me she cut herself tonight and how she can't eat without feeling worthless...i don't know what to do anymore. I want to help her but I know i can't but god it makes me so sad....that definitely just killed my mood completly....jesus...why??? Why can't Maggie or I find our hapiness? Why is it that everyone has something that makes them happy but us? Or me...I just want it all to go away and disappear and i want ot be able to forget about all these horrible depressing things I've done....shit...
~Allison~