today sucked....

[fxmgr17]

So okay my mom wanted to talk about what happened last night and I didn't so of course i start yelling and my dad gets into it. So I leave and go to my room and my parents pull this whole 'We're following you becuase you can't be alone right now.' which is SO gay! She swears all I want to do is take pills or vut myself which is not true. I mean yea I still do it but it's not a damn past time or anything. Anyway I'm sitting on my computer and my dad was sitting on my bed. So i go get my cell phone to call shawn or maggie and i lock myself in the bathroom well my mom forces the door open so i walk out to go to another room while Maggie was on the phone with me. She then grabs me and snatches the phone from me and hangs up on Maggie and then they forced me to get changed and get in the fucking car with them and we drove for 2 and half hours so we could talk about what happened and my problems. Yea i don't want to get into that cuz it was terrible. Just know that i cried so much that when i did get home i was exhausted...just physically and emotionally drained. I can't even describe it but it was terrible.

Then i guess to make up my mom and i got pedicures (she paid). THat was fun...then I came home and showered and then went and met Maggie and Jen at Jammin Java for a show. We saw this guy named Shane Hines. He was pretty good...I enjoyed it a lot. So yea...that was my day in a nut shell!

Oh yea...Jay is home...this is gunna be intresting..

~Allison~

tell me when my life begins
show me the way.
the fire burns the night away
the child slowly turns away
the stars you swore were mine
come crashing down tonight