she pisses me off

[fxmgr17]

OMG! Why does she piss me off so much? It's just these little things and he fucked up rules that just piss me off so incredibly much. Like how i can't go shopping becuase I stayed home sick from school today. I dunno it shouldn't piss me off but it really really does! God...I dunno what's wrong with me but she pisses the shit out of me. Ecspecially after we argue and she's walking out of my room i tell her to close my door and she says 'I would rather it stay open because i don't trust you when you're upset.' She assumes I'm always gunna hurt myself. Maybe I wouldn't be so pissed if someone in my family actually showed up for my final high school show. My dad was in town and he didn't even give a shit about it. And my mom of course had ot go out of town so she missed it and didn't even give a shit either. Allison (my quogue buddy) was the only person who came ot the show for me. Everyone else had at least one parent come to one of the 4 performances but i had NONE! I dunno...maybe I'm just feeling sorry for myself.

I'm gunan go cuz I don't really know what to write except that the BG show tomorrow is gunna be so much fun! later!

~Allison~