Feb 20, 2008 09:15
Dear you..
What in the good hell is wrong with you? Just because you've got this free ride now doesn't mean that I'm worthless. If you're just going to take these past six years of friendship for granted then go fuck yourself. If that was all I was worth, to pick YOU up when YOU needed it..then fuck you. I'm done trying to confront you about it, and getting blamed for EVERYTHING that goes wrong in our friendship. I'm done trying to get this shit through your fucking hard head. I'm done with you playing your fucked off little mind games with me to see how much bullshit you can put me through before I quit. You've pushed me to a point where I just can not stand to be around you! I hate it, you're my best fucking friend in the whole world, but if you really were my best friend you wouldn't be treating me like this, would you? You can go around and flaunt all of your new shit that Andrew is buying for you, it's not going to make you more friends, or make people like you more..if that's what you were going for. I don't care that you are rolling in money right now, I honestly just want my best friend back. I thought that I was just being an asshole because I'm being selfish, not wanting you to move away and all, but now I'm realizing that it's you that should be doing the apologizing, I've done my part..I've apologized for what I've been doing wrong to you. You're driving me up the wall and around the corner with all of this bullshit lately, trying to buy our friends so they'll hang out with you instead of me, that's real mature honey..I don't know what your intentions are as of right now, but I'm getting sick of it all.
I love you.
xoxo