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bah. great day, isnt it? its really not even the whole v-day thing, its just all in all, everything has been adding up and just wearing me down. a lot. it feels like eighth grade all over again. i really dont know what the central problem is. theres just so many things, a bunch of stress, let downs, miscommunications, little things, big things, no relief. i dont know why its like this all of a sudden, this year had been great until a week ago. i just want to sleep right now. people are changing so much. the changes are ones that i knew would happen, and that even are happening to me, but they just piss me off. im too young to worry about this shit. this is in a few years. shouldnt it be? stuff just isnt working out how i thought it would, things arent like they should be. i fucking hate these updates. they piss me off. not just when i write them, but in general. im sorry to put any of this on your shoulders, but hey, no ones probably reading this in the first place (problem?). why is this all bothering me so damn much? and fuck science eh? why did i even try, this is bullshit. AH! i just want to scream right now. teen angst? damn, if i knew i would have a headache right now, i wouldnt have signed up for today. wheres the relief when you need it? well, one bit of good news, its only monday.