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Intelligence is a god send and a curse. It allows you to contemplate deeply on subjects that are incredibly interesting and complex, but it can also cause you to pull apart things to the point of it being ugly instead of beautiful.
Im in a very strange mood today, been thinking again far too much (see above) lol. I think I can blame it on the new lifestyle and job etc and the lack of sleep. I just cant wait to go to Hong Kong and get a break, it will be nice to just have everything s-t-o-p for a while, just all these things that are going on around me can dissapear for a week so I can actually take it all in and work through it.
Havent really done that much today, I went to work and did the whole head down, ear phones on, work work work thing, nearly fell asleep on the bus and managed to get stuck on the shelving at work, which coincided with nix calling me lol.
Really was looking forward to crashing early tonight and maybe even getting some tidying done, even some practice but no chance ha, just been dazed.
I cant wait till next week, I only have one hard day on tuesday, then its all easy going and just working at lands end, Ill have to ask becky about flexatronics and see if she has talked to her manager. Its not that I dont like the job at lands end, its easy going, bosses are ok (but they always are when you first start, false sense of security etc lol) but the travel is k-i-l-l-i-n-g me. Buses suck and walkings no fun, where the fucks my licence already!
Saw my mother today, it was nice catching up, shes all excited about her new course in aromatherapy and it does look interesting/in depth. She is so smart, and Its good to see her happy learning about things that are a passion to her, she seems content in converting what was a hobby into a lifestyle/career, and its always nice to see her have something go right for her.
Also talked to Rachel for the first time in ages today, she does worry me a little bit I wish I could drive (again) just so it was easier/cheaper to go see her a bit more often. I never know when bens about so it makes it difficult just to go over and see her when not sure if Im intruding. She seems to be having problems with interacting with the people in her flat and its a shame as this kind of situation is one her mum always made sure she'd never get into = one with freedom. I think Ill have to go round and see her new place when I get back from hong kong and see whats going on in her head over some stellas.
Anyways, Im up in lesss than 6 hours so going to roll into my bed. Roll on the weekend of a beautiful lady and red wine.
Im in a very strange mood today, been thinking again far too much (see above) lol. I think I can blame it on the new lifestyle and job etc and the lack of sleep. I just cant wait to go to Hong Kong and get a break, it will be nice to just have everything s-t-o-p for a while, just all these things that are going on around me can dissapear for a week so I can actually take it all in and work through it.
Havent really done that much today, I went to work and did the whole head down, ear phones on, work work work thing, nearly fell asleep on the bus and managed to get stuck on the shelving at work, which coincided with nix calling me lol.
Really was looking forward to crashing early tonight and maybe even getting some tidying done, even some practice but no chance ha, just been dazed.
I cant wait till next week, I only have one hard day on tuesday, then its all easy going and just working at lands end, Ill have to ask becky about flexatronics and see if she has talked to her manager. Its not that I dont like the job at lands end, its easy going, bosses are ok (but they always are when you first start, false sense of security etc lol) but the travel is k-i-l-l-i-n-g me. Buses suck and walkings no fun, where the fucks my licence already!
Saw my mother today, it was nice catching up, shes all excited about her new course in aromatherapy and it does look interesting/in depth. She is so smart, and Its good to see her happy learning about things that are a passion to her, she seems content in converting what was a hobby into a lifestyle/career, and its always nice to see her have something go right for her.
Also talked to Rachel for the first time in ages today, she does worry me a little bit I wish I could drive (again) just so it was easier/cheaper to go see her a bit more often. I never know when bens about so it makes it difficult just to go over and see her when not sure if Im intruding. She seems to be having problems with interacting with the people in her flat and its a shame as this kind of situation is one her mum always made sure she'd never get into = one with freedom. I think Ill have to go round and see her new place when I get back from hong kong and see whats going on in her head over some stellas.
Anyways, Im up in lesss than 6 hours so going to roll into my bed. Roll on the weekend of a beautiful lady and red wine.