Aug 13, 2005 23:47
i'm sick again. bitch. right now, i would be at momo's with spencer listening to some band and being hit on by lots and lots of attractive guys (shut up, let a girl dream) but no, i'm sick. again. ok god, i get it, you dont want me to leave sunnydale. i mean austin. damnit, too much buffy.
so i'm packing to leave for college and i really dont have that much room in my dorm for all the stuff that i'm packing and yet, i pack it anyway. and my mother is again driving me insane. last night when i went to spiderhouse (and saw zach, yay) she actually asked when i'd be back. never in the history of time has this happened. seriously. never. it doesnt sound that bad compared to carley (who i love and adore, by the way), but still, i was thrown. and she wont leave me alone during the day, and she know i cant leave. damn this needy-ness. just like 6 days.
i just finished off a shot or so of rum and two shots of everclear i had left (hey, i cant exactly take it ont he plane to va with me, now can i? stop looking at me like that).