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Alright nobody has been comenting on my entries anyways so I'm kinda just doing this for me... I have to get somethings out and I don't want this to start drama! I just need to get a few things off my chest... alright here goes...
past mistakes... yea I've made a lot of those... but mistakes are nothing unless you learn from them and I know I have said this before and not lived up to it but I really have learned my lesson, and I thought a lot about everything I have don in the past and I just keep thinking how could I have been so stupid! I was hurting my friends, my family, but most of all I was hurting myself.. so everybody was getting hurt by my actions yet I still continued.. when I look back on all of those things I can't even believe it was me. But, the cold truth is that it was and people were hurt and if you are one of the people I hurt than I am truly sorry and if you still can't trust me.. I WILL gain that trust back. I know it will be hard but I will. and if you are still feeling hurt by things I had done to you please talk to me about it... and I thank everyone who has stuck by me through everything.. even if I did hurt you.. Kevin I thank you so much for everything you have ever done for me and how you have always been there and Amy, I'm really not quite sure why you stuck by me after everything I have done to you but I thank you for it.. if I would have lost you I don't knwo what I would have done... Rachel, I know I have done some things to lose your trust and I still don't know if I truly have i back but I thank you for gving me the chance to try... and I'm not gonna sit here all day and name off people who I thank but most of you know who you are because I let you know all the time..but I don't reall know what else to say so I'm going to go.. but I love you all and I thank you greatly...
past mistakes... yea I've made a lot of those... but mistakes are nothing unless you learn from them and I know I have said this before and not lived up to it but I really have learned my lesson, and I thought a lot about everything I have don in the past and I just keep thinking how could I have been so stupid! I was hurting my friends, my family, but most of all I was hurting myself.. so everybody was getting hurt by my actions yet I still continued.. when I look back on all of those things I can't even believe it was me. But, the cold truth is that it was and people were hurt and if you are one of the people I hurt than I am truly sorry and if you still can't trust me.. I WILL gain that trust back. I know it will be hard but I will. and if you are still feeling hurt by things I had done to you please talk to me about it... and I thank everyone who has stuck by me through everything.. even if I did hurt you.. Kevin I thank you so much for everything you have ever done for me and how you have always been there and Amy, I'm really not quite sure why you stuck by me after everything I have done to you but I thank you for it.. if I would have lost you I don't knwo what I would have done... Rachel, I know I have done some things to lose your trust and I still don't know if I truly have i back but I thank you for gving me the chance to try... and I'm not gonna sit here all day and name off people who I thank but most of you know who you are because I let you know all the time..but I don't reall know what else to say so I'm going to go.. but I love you all and I thank you greatly...