today sucks
So wini and drew and i went shopping on thursday and i had a really good time. i got a sweet red sweatshirt and a sexy brown dress. i think it was money well spent. and the first money i have actually spent on myself this summer so i felt it was ok.
BUT THEN TODAY! stupid green mountain transplants (my place of employment) told me that they can no longer afford to keep me on as an employee for the rest of the summer. i am really pissed about this because back in MAY they told me that they would be able to hire me for the entire summer. i.e. until the end of August. If they had told me 2 months ago they couldnt keep me i could have found another job for the summer. BUT now i have less then 2 months left, and my guess is that most places have already filled all the summer positions they had. so i am really upset adn dont know what to do. i cant just sit around for the next month, i need to make a little more money this summer to pay for school. So i have a job for the next few days, but i think i am gonna call sunday my last day so that i can use monday and tuesday as job searching days before i leave to go see chris. i am just so upset about the whole thing. and green mt. was a good place to work, i got paid really well and i was doing stuff that i somewhat enjoy. so i asked them if they could just cut back my hours a little bit, and maybe pay me a dollar less but they dont think they can even do that. ARRRG!. and it figures that they told me this when i got there this morning, so i had to get through the entire day with this on my mind. i think it took almost all my energy just to keep from crying all day. I talked to linda back at the farm this afternoon and she said that I will be the first person they call if they can afford to pay for some help, but that wont be an everydya thing like it was for me the past 2 summers. so i just dont know what to do.
so if anyone out there knows of anyone that is hiring for the remainder of the summer let me know...i could use a few leads.
now i am off to read because that will make me feel better, and hopefully my christopher will call me soon because i miss him.
BUT THEN TODAY! stupid green mountain transplants (my place of employment) told me that they can no longer afford to keep me on as an employee for the rest of the summer. i am really pissed about this because back in MAY they told me that they would be able to hire me for the entire summer. i.e. until the end of August. If they had told me 2 months ago they couldnt keep me i could have found another job for the summer. BUT now i have less then 2 months left, and my guess is that most places have already filled all the summer positions they had. so i am really upset adn dont know what to do. i cant just sit around for the next month, i need to make a little more money this summer to pay for school. So i have a job for the next few days, but i think i am gonna call sunday my last day so that i can use monday and tuesday as job searching days before i leave to go see chris. i am just so upset about the whole thing. and green mt. was a good place to work, i got paid really well and i was doing stuff that i somewhat enjoy. so i asked them if they could just cut back my hours a little bit, and maybe pay me a dollar less but they dont think they can even do that. ARRRG!. and it figures that they told me this when i got there this morning, so i had to get through the entire day with this on my mind. i think it took almost all my energy just to keep from crying all day. I talked to linda back at the farm this afternoon and she said that I will be the first person they call if they can afford to pay for some help, but that wont be an everydya thing like it was for me the past 2 summers. so i just dont know what to do.
so if anyone out there knows of anyone that is hiring for the remainder of the summer let me know...i could use a few leads.
now i am off to read because that will make me feel better, and hopefully my christopher will call me soon because i miss him.