I suppose it is time for a real update....
Interesting, people seem to be going through tough, depressed or phylosophical moods at the moment. I seem to be floating somewhere in the middle between all three unable to make up my mind, as to what to think, what to do, or who I am at the moment.
And then something would happen to distract me once again, family, friends, small things to be done, the cat (which is SOOOOO cute BTW)... Sometimes I am thankful to all those distractions, but only sometimes... However life energy must flow, and the things that must be done, will be done.
I seem to be rambling again, but all those that have added me as a friend will forgive me for this, I am just writing what is coming to my brain as I think it.
I am very thankful to all of my friends for being there for me, at most of the times I needed you... Of course sometimes you weren't, but who can expect a person to be there at all the necessary times ;) I don't know, but my mind keeps telling me: "I shall not be weak, I shall not succumb, I will prevail... There is strength in me yet, and as the phoenix, from the fire I shall be reborn anew, changed and adapted, yet still same in one way or another."
*sigh*
I miss a lot of things about my life, yet I know the change isn't permanent and I should enjoy it to the full extent that I can... Well I believe this is the full extent that I can enjoy it 'till. So henceforth enjoyment shall commence LOL! Easy to say, yet so difficult to accomplish :( Shit happens, Life goes on!
To finish up, here are some more lyrics I throw at you ppl, TAKE 'EM I TELLS YA!:
CHICANE - NO ORDINARY MORNING
If there was nothing that I could say
Turned your back and you just walked away
Leaves me numb inside I think of you
Together is all I knew
We moved too fast, but I had no sign
I would try to turn the hands of time
I looked to you for a reason why
The love we had passed me by
And as the sun would set you would rise
Fall from the sky into paradise
Is there no light in your heart for me
You've closed your eyes, you no longer see
There were no lies between me and you
You said nothing of what you knew
But there was still something in your eyes
Left me helpless and paralysed
You could give a million reasons
Change the world and change the tides
Could not give me the secrets
Of your heart and of your mind
In the darkness that surrounds me
Now there is no peace of mind
Your careless words undo me
Leave the thought of us behind
You could give a million reasons
Change the world and change the tides
Could not give me the secrets
Of your heart and of your mind
In the darkness that surrounds me
Now there is no peace of mind
Your careless words undo me
Leave the thought of us behind
If there was nothing that I could say
Turned your back and you just walked away
Leaves me numb inside I think of you
Together is all I knew
We moved too fast, but I had no sign
I would try to turn the hands of time
I looked to you for a reason why
The love we had passed me by
And as the sun would set you would rise
Fall from the sky into paradise
Is there no light in your heart for me
You've closed your eyes, you no longer see
There were no lies between me and you
You said nothing of what you knew
But there was still something in your eyes
Left me helpless and paralysed
Vocals by Tracy Ackerman.
And then something would happen to distract me once again, family, friends, small things to be done, the cat (which is SOOOOO cute BTW)... Sometimes I am thankful to all those distractions, but only sometimes... However life energy must flow, and the things that must be done, will be done.
I seem to be rambling again, but all those that have added me as a friend will forgive me for this, I am just writing what is coming to my brain as I think it.
I am very thankful to all of my friends for being there for me, at most of the times I needed you... Of course sometimes you weren't, but who can expect a person to be there at all the necessary times ;) I don't know, but my mind keeps telling me: "I shall not be weak, I shall not succumb, I will prevail... There is strength in me yet, and as the phoenix, from the fire I shall be reborn anew, changed and adapted, yet still same in one way or another."
*sigh*
I miss a lot of things about my life, yet I know the change isn't permanent and I should enjoy it to the full extent that I can... Well I believe this is the full extent that I can enjoy it 'till. So henceforth enjoyment shall commence LOL! Easy to say, yet so difficult to accomplish :( Shit happens, Life goes on!
To finish up, here are some more lyrics I throw at you ppl, TAKE 'EM I TELLS YA!:
CHICANE - NO ORDINARY MORNING
If there was nothing that I could say
Turned your back and you just walked away
Leaves me numb inside I think of you
Together is all I knew
We moved too fast, but I had no sign
I would try to turn the hands of time
I looked to you for a reason why
The love we had passed me by
And as the sun would set you would rise
Fall from the sky into paradise
Is there no light in your heart for me
You've closed your eyes, you no longer see
There were no lies between me and you
You said nothing of what you knew
But there was still something in your eyes
Left me helpless and paralysed
You could give a million reasons
Change the world and change the tides
Could not give me the secrets
Of your heart and of your mind
In the darkness that surrounds me
Now there is no peace of mind
Your careless words undo me
Leave the thought of us behind
You could give a million reasons
Change the world and change the tides
Could not give me the secrets
Of your heart and of your mind
In the darkness that surrounds me
Now there is no peace of mind
Your careless words undo me
Leave the thought of us behind
If there was nothing that I could say
Turned your back and you just walked away
Leaves me numb inside I think of you
Together is all I knew
We moved too fast, but I had no sign
I would try to turn the hands of time
I looked to you for a reason why
The love we had passed me by
And as the sun would set you would rise
Fall from the sky into paradise
Is there no light in your heart for me
You've closed your eyes, you no longer see
There were no lies between me and you
You said nothing of what you knew
But there was still something in your eyes
Left me helpless and paralysed
Vocals by Tracy Ackerman.