"Mind if I diddle your ex?"
Alright If your going to act 10 years old and post your feelings about me online, then I can play this game too.
(and Harry if I hear a word about this from you I will find you and smush your face in...I love you but this isn't your issue)
First of all calling me obsessive is complete bull. Seems to me I'm a lot less obsessive than the one IM'ing me every night just to bitch at me and call me a slut, bitch, dumb fuck or whatever (and make these cute "Get over here RIGHT NOW. no seriously hop in the car and drive out of your way so I can kick the crap out of you" threats). Anyways don't call me obsessive when I'm doing the best I can to avoid both of you, he keeps bugging me almost every night saying "I HATE YOU, YOU RUINED MY LIFE". And constantly rubbing it in my face, that's really mature of him too. He doesn't seem so moved on either.
But really this isn't even about him. I miss him sometimes, but I'm not even mad at him. This is about you. This is about how you lied to me. This is about you completely devastating me without even thinking twice about it. This is about the fact that you knew exactly how I would feel, as a matter of fact you were one only one who knew how much I cared about him. But you did it anyways. I trusted you, I would have trusted my life with you. I had always been there for you, when you were upset and you needed support, and where were you when I really needed somebody there?
making out with the boy I loved....some friend
It wasn't like I wanted you to be alone and unhappy. If you had talked to me, told me about what you wanted, I would have listened. I wouldn't of been thrilled, but I would have tried. It would have been easier to get over him with somebody helping me out. But without even considering me you went over there, its not like you needed to ask me for permission, but it would have been nice to know. And when I found out, you didn't even try to appologize.
You kept on defending yourself. Even if your life isn't so great, it's not right to screw over someone you care about to make yourself happy. I've got news for you, nobody is happy with their life. Nobody is thinking to themself "wow I'm really happy I have everything I ever wanted." You justified your actions by telling yourself that people have been cheating you out of what you wanted your entire life, and now that you have the opportunity to get something, you are going to take it. Are you really any different from the rest of them?
Don't say you couldn't control yourself, that's the biggest load of crap I've ever heard. Its not like your car drove itself over there, and you fell and your tongue just happened to land in his mouth.
Well to sum everything up, you put me through pain I wouldn't of wished on my worst enemy, let alone one of my best friends. I hope you have made the right decision. But there is just one more thing I want you to think about:
are you really any happier now?
(and Harry if I hear a word about this from you I will find you and smush your face in...I love you but this isn't your issue)
First of all calling me obsessive is complete bull. Seems to me I'm a lot less obsessive than the one IM'ing me every night just to bitch at me and call me a slut, bitch, dumb fuck or whatever (and make these cute "Get over here RIGHT NOW. no seriously hop in the car and drive out of your way so I can kick the crap out of you" threats). Anyways don't call me obsessive when I'm doing the best I can to avoid both of you, he keeps bugging me almost every night saying "I HATE YOU, YOU RUINED MY LIFE". And constantly rubbing it in my face, that's really mature of him too. He doesn't seem so moved on either.
But really this isn't even about him. I miss him sometimes, but I'm not even mad at him. This is about you. This is about how you lied to me. This is about you completely devastating me without even thinking twice about it. This is about the fact that you knew exactly how I would feel, as a matter of fact you were one only one who knew how much I cared about him. But you did it anyways. I trusted you, I would have trusted my life with you. I had always been there for you, when you were upset and you needed support, and where were you when I really needed somebody there?
making out with the boy I loved....some friend
It wasn't like I wanted you to be alone and unhappy. If you had talked to me, told me about what you wanted, I would have listened. I wouldn't of been thrilled, but I would have tried. It would have been easier to get over him with somebody helping me out. But without even considering me you went over there, its not like you needed to ask me for permission, but it would have been nice to know. And when I found out, you didn't even try to appologize.
You kept on defending yourself. Even if your life isn't so great, it's not right to screw over someone you care about to make yourself happy. I've got news for you, nobody is happy with their life. Nobody is thinking to themself "wow I'm really happy I have everything I ever wanted." You justified your actions by telling yourself that people have been cheating you out of what you wanted your entire life, and now that you have the opportunity to get something, you are going to take it. Are you really any different from the rest of them?
Don't say you couldn't control yourself, that's the biggest load of crap I've ever heard. Its not like your car drove itself over there, and you fell and your tongue just happened to land in his mouth.
Well to sum everything up, you put me through pain I wouldn't of wished on my worst enemy, let alone one of my best friends. I hope you have made the right decision. But there is just one more thing I want you to think about:
are you really any happier now?