25 (more?) things about me
1. I love my boyfriend.
2. I constantly struggle with body image. It may have something to do with thinking I'm not ever good enough.
3. I love the arts, but I am shit at all of them, except writing. For some reason I only kind of suck at words ( as opposed to totally suck)
4. I am addicted to pleasure. If it feels good, looks good, smells good, tastes good or sounds good, I will go to great lengths to get that same "high". It could be anything: fabrics, shoes, a song, attention, food, the list could go on. This is probably why I will never experiment too much with drugs. I'm scared I would like them too much.
5. musical hybrids mad amounts of awesome to me
6. I also need constant reassurance that I am smart, funny, pretty, cool, etc. I constantly worry that people are only putting up with me and only pretending to like me.
7. I am obsessed with body mods. I have an industrial piercing in my left ear, a traigus piercing (also left ear), 4 gauge lobes, and my left nostril pierced. I also have a tattoo on my lower right leg. I want my next piercing to be a surface piercing and my next tattoo is either going to be a numeral 7 or a Bad Religion quote "And there will be sorrow no more..."
8. I am utterly terrified of being alone
9. I love highbrow humor with a touch of lowbrow. McSweeney's and webcomics fill this hole
10. I am not that domestic. I hate doing dishes, making my bed, sweeping, and mopping. I am an ok cook. Wiping and vacuuming are tolerable.
11. I have had some sort of orthodontia in my mouth most of my life. Starting from the age of 9 and not ending until I was 16. My grill is still kinda jacked.
12. After this winter, I would be okay with never seeing snow again.
13. I care more about pop culture than politics
14. I always pretend everything's fine, unless I've just hit my boiling point and then I'll just lash out.
15. I like being read to
16. all my ideal career options seem to be in obsolete mediums: broadcasting, magazines, etc
17. I love british and retro slang
18. I hear people consider me a flirt, but I don't think so. Some people are just nice.
19. I rarely write when I'm happy. Everything that comes out just seems contrived.
20. I go off on really random tangents.
21. I can't shut up to save my life
22. I wish the post millennial generation would develop their own fashion sense
23. I used to want to be a fashion designer but I can't sew.
24. in high school, I went to cheer, volleyball and bowling clinics but never tried out for any of the teams.
25. I love to dance, but I am really bad at it.