feeling useless
I feel helpless,
The Montreal Dawson shooting has really messed me up, not because i can not figure out why someone would do somthing like this or any of the other standard reasons that people give when they are in denil that somthing bad has happened that effect there world.
after reading ians post it broke my heart , i want to be there i want to help , i want to do what ever i can weather that means giving someone a hug , giving blood , or just listening.n but i am stuck here in ottawa, and can't get there,Its in my nature to put myself in bad positions to help other people , i have almost been very hurt a few times because of it , just ask alex about me tring to save that hooker one night.
But as i read all the posts pouring in from loved ones , freinds and family(my cousin goes to dawson) i feel completly usless.
sigh ..that is all
The Montreal Dawson shooting has really messed me up, not because i can not figure out why someone would do somthing like this or any of the other standard reasons that people give when they are in denil that somthing bad has happened that effect there world.
after reading ians post it broke my heart , i want to be there i want to help , i want to do what ever i can weather that means giving someone a hug , giving blood , or just listening.n but i am stuck here in ottawa, and can't get there,Its in my nature to put myself in bad positions to help other people , i have almost been very hurt a few times because of it , just ask alex about me tring to save that hooker one night.
But as i read all the posts pouring in from loved ones , freinds and family(my cousin goes to dawson) i feel completly usless.
sigh ..that is all