Dec 06, 2005 09:29
Tuesday morning. Need more coffee. Okay, I'm alright.
The holidays are approaching, and I'm becoming more numb by the moment. I hate that I'm not going to be with Tom. I'm..alone. I can deal with being alone, better than some might think, but I miss him. More than he can understand. I don't think he has the capacity to understand right now. I haven't talked to him since the end of October.
I feel blue.
I need Eric. I should definitely try giving him a call. He knows how to whip me into shape.